Im tired of crying over you
Im tired of hearing your lies
Im tired of falling for your manipulation
Im tired of hurting
Im tired of feeling like I can never be enough for you
Im tired of finding new supplies you are talking to
Im tired of breaking my own heart daily
Im tired of making the same mistakes over and over again
Im tired of being a fraud
Im tired of lying to all my family and friends
Im tired of being ashamed to love you
Im tired of being a fool because I DO love you
Im tired of being in the middle of you guys
Im tired of the emotional abuse
Im tired of being your emotional sponge
Im tired of being used for my love and getting nothing in return
Im tired of looking in the mirror and not seeing me anymore
Im tired of hating myself
Im tired of waning to die
Im tired of doubt
Im tired of myself and my own racing thoughts
Im so fucking tired…..and you don’t even care to look and see ME…..Im so tired.